when you're gone, pieces of me are missing u

2011-10-17T02:11:00.002+08:00

i thought i didn't wan to come back here.

but i think i got no choice but to vent out here.

some darker days of my life (i know i'm still young),

i really felt like dying.

tried to OD on paracetamol, swallowed 10 then 10 later.

totally felt like puking and then my heart rate increased rapidly.

was hoping for liver failure.

cant sleep at all. seriously fml.

i did my research online.

someone actually swallowed 120 pills and 2 bottles of cough syrup.

she's really pro, she didn't actually vomited out at all.

she didn't die. coz someone found out and got her to the hospital.

you won't die by cutting your wrist at all.

best ways are to inhale some gas or drowning lol.

still thinking ab0ut jumping down.

2009-05-05T23:56:00.002+08:00

total random-ness.
grad cere coming.
not lookin forward to wear tt stupid long rope.

my family are veri cute.

1. we love food. and eating of course.
2. we are greedy.
3. we are selfish.
4. we like to visit each other at work jus to sae hi.

and alot more stuffs we do.

2009-03-24T17:56:00.002+08:00

i'm like on the fourth book!!!
breaking dawn.
a bit more long winded than the third one.
but still better than new moon.
first time i read books so fast.

my dad is off to hk.
coz my late grandma's bro jus passed away.
so nice without my dad bugging.

i get hands on the housework.
feels like auntie again.
wahahaha.

2009-03-19T18:22:00.002+08:00

managed to sleep in as much as possible.
coz i dun wan to do the same stuff again.
woke up at 3 plus.

my sis got offered a place in FASS in NUS.
i dunno which course.
haiz i wish i can get to study too.

i stil dunno wat i wanna do.
so difficult findin a suitable job tt i like.
always need exp and degree.
wtf.
meltdown.

2009-03-17T14:40:00.003+08:00

jus another dae.
kinda sick of the routine everydae.
wake up-> bath-> eat or skip lunch-> use the com-> dinner-> read my book-> sleep.
sianz!!!

somehow going on a diet.
since got nth to do.
at the most eat 2 times a day.
i wanna go out?!

2009-03-16T15:48:00.002+08:00

hubby go back reservice again.
he was wit me for the weekend.
now have to wait until fridae.

but anyways.
reading mu reviews will keep me busy for a while.
lemming for :

Sony CP Lip Silicone
Popchu lip gloss
Revlon creme gloss
Revlon protective liptint

i got no idea when the revlon ones are coming out.
or will they ever reach our shores.!

back to readin my twilight books!

2009-03-12T14:28:00.002+08:00

hubby's gone for reservice again.
i jus printed out all the necessary stuff for the interview tmrw.
i din noe i can concentrated so hard on it until i realised i din eat at all.
shall wait for dinner then.

i dunno if i should stil be applying for jobs or wait for the ppl to call.
i reali wan jobs in my field but then i'm sure it'll take ages for an opening.

2009-03-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

wahahahaha.
i failed again.
fuck it u noe.
i reali tot i had it.
damn.
okok.
i took another date again.
jus tryin my luck.

watched the new season of hell's kitchen.
reali pity the ppl there.
kinda fuck like hell.

there's a NARS spree!
but i not sure of the swatches.
i dunno if i shld get anot.
my MAC pink swoon barely hit the pan.
diao.

i was watchin the re run of the Rhythm of Life drama.
the emo emo song was nice!
it's called 虽然我愿意.
(had a hard time googling it)
even though i onli understand the chorus.
lolx.
i wan the song!!!
izzt a girl or guy sing?
sound like girl leh.

2009-03-05T00:25:00.002+08:00

i was reading the newspaper and saw the nokia 5800.
lolx.
it's good to have the one yr unlimited dl that u paid together with the phone.
but u cant share those songs,
after one year then cannot dl, cannot renew either.
diao rites.

tmrw takin the btt again.
if i reali cannot pass then i dun wanna take alr la.
it's not impt to me anyways.
i rather focus on findin job now.

2009-01-18T02:26:00.002+08:00

yay!
benchwork finally over.
doin report soon.
dun need to stay so late and wake up so early liao.

i recevied my chacott liao.
dun tink i mentioned it yet?
it's damn big la.
as big as my hand!
my hands small i noe.

i wan the ipod nano!!!
i rather have tt first than those bag lemmings.
i wan it in purple!

cny coming.
going to ah mee ah yi house to eat reunion dinner.
like tt can go cp to see the metro. !

going to graduate alr.
must find job soon.
some how it jus feels like i need to take more responsobility to take care of my family.
so diffcult being the eldest! !

2009-01-12T22:54:00.002+08:00

stil kanna check phone again.
expected.
kanna "help" delete msg again.
expected.
one dae nv check ar,
money drop from the sky!
lolx.
or mayb shimall2eye come back to me. !
i miss tokin nonsense to shimall2eye.

2009-01-04T02:35:00.002+08:00

hmmmx.
i was tinkin.
would things be different now?
as from before?
i dunno.
i'm happi at where i am now.
but i dunno if it's wat i wan.
oh well.

got my cny clothes 7788 alr.
a new bag.
and mayb goin to get shoes.
it's time to wear heels rite?!
i'm like 20 tis year.
and i stil kanna check IC for M18 movie.
wah piang. lolx.

2009-01-01T01:24:00.002+08:00

happi new year!

i dunno why but tis new year jus give me the creeps.
like fear.
watever.
jus have to complete sch and find a job!

fuckin broke.
but i wanna see ponyo.
dunno why but i noe i'll cry while watchin tt movie!

i promise myself to buy a branded bad every year!
i dun wan to "see see" outside the shop anymore.
coz like tt oso kanna scolding for nth?!
well, tt's not a new year resolution.

2008-12-22T17:56:00.001+08:00

dying for a 2.55 bag. .
in medium or small.
but i dunno which skin i wan yet.
sigh.

2008-12-15T02:08:00.002+08:00

feel like total randomness again.

thanx everyone for the birthdae wishes!

had buffet dinner wit my family except my sis.
at swisshotel plaza market restaurant.
not veri nice lehh.
dun go back eat liao la.

practically did nth much on my actual bd. lolx.

love my star necklace.
can forsee i'll be wearing it for quite a while!

2008-12-14T05:23:00.002+08:00

happi birthdae to myself.
yay.
lolx.
dre was the onli one who wished me happi birthdae on the dot.
haha. so sweet of her.
dre if u see tis, thanx alot.
we may not tok alot but i stil love u!
wahahaha.

i got myself a tiffany & co star necklace.
long time nv wear necklace liao.
it's abt time.

and

a pair of jeans.
weird i noe.
but jus itching to buy one.
haha.

i forgot wat i did last birthdae.
mayb coz i went korea then forgot everything liao.
lolx.

watched "twilight".
damn nice.
spur alot of mixed feelings for me.
the edward always wanna protect bella. .
so touching.

2008-12-12T23:17:00.002+08:00

jus bath.
dun wan to go to the wedding tmrw.
i dun tink i'm ready for these family stuff.
i dun wan to be forced into all these.

used the #217 todae for normal e/s.
veri veri good.
applyin and blending.
i tink my #239 shall collect dust alr. .
hehe.

2008-12-12T15:03:00.001+08:00

my dad is gettin from bad to worse.
he dun even wan to buy lunch for albin coz he's going out.
and sae tt hardworking ppl wont starve to death.
like wtf?
hello .?
he's ur son lehh.
fuck u and ur selfishness.

2008-12-11T23:54:00.004+08:00

i bought the mac #217 brush!
works like wonder.
hehe.
so much better than the #224.
tryin out more smokey eyes alr!

replenish my shampoo and conditioner!
shop at john little like for veri long.
coz got voucher mah. .

tore in between the agnes b bag and polo bag!
but then again.
i dun need a bag.
too mani at home!
like tt dunno wat to get for my own bd.heard tt sephora is openin soon?tis on the news!
wahahaha.
shall shun taka for awhile first.
coz they're bringing in other stuffs s'pore dun have!

i miss my loooonnnggg hair.
i wan to leave it long again!

2008-12-07T04:18:00.003+08:00

watched "sex drive".
veri veri veri funny.
amanda crew is reali pretty!
so was alice greczyn she's hot!

bought MM lip gloss for 9.90 each.
quite reasonable.
smells awesome.

metro had sale but there was nth much.
suprised tt i din spend much todae.

went to see the tiffany's bracelet.
the charm like veri shimall!
around 500 plus?
i tink i'm goin to get the mac plush lash mascara too. !

out of sudden so bo liao.
changed my skin.
my birthdae next week ar.
so fast.
i was born on a thursday around 10.10am.
haha. lame.

2008-12-05T13:18:00.002+08:00

jus woke up at around 12.10pm.
got to sleep so nice.
coz tis week and last week too tiring.
muz always do mp.
i tink mp hours left onli 24 hrs plus?
yay!
jus chiong chiong chiong.

watched "bolt".
coz in got shimall2eye!
inside the running ball!
so cute!
and fat like albin.
wahahaha.
he likes to watch tv!
the magic box!

ooo. .
now tiffany's braclet caught my attention.
a simple plain silver chain wit a star charm.
so pretty.
hope it wont dc or oos when i wan to buy it!

2008-12-01T22:11:00.003+08:00

ya loh.
now u scold me bitch, slut and cheap loh.
i dunno wat to sae.
u grabbed me so hard on my arms.
u nearly punched me.
reali dunno wat to sae.
when can i stop all these.

fsm lab is over.
but the chef gary like scold me non stop.
my management team oso nv tried to explain for me.
then now like tt loh.
stil got report.
sure die .
thanks to everyone for helpin me todae.

2008-11-29T23:36:00.002+08:00

i took me 1 hour to walk from paragon to my house.
it was freakin hot and i wore a dress.
my bf took my phone, wallet and ez link card.
i noe it sounds crazy.
was so desperate tt i wanted to ask ppl for help.
but i didnt.
and from lavender to kallang tt road was veri dark and quiet.
i pratically ran thru there.
coz i was scare of those cheena ppl and balgana(?).
but suprisingly my mu didnt smudge.
lolx.
i always wan to walk home in anger didnt i?

durin the whole journey i didnt noe why i was walkin,
or wat am i doing.
i jus wan to go home.

got home.
we quarrel.
was blamed.
i cried.
reali had no idea why.

hate celebrating my bd.
coz it's nv be special.
nv been tt happi.

2008-11-29T01:36:00.002+08:00

my condolences to the singaporean woman who was killed in the mumbai attack.
it's reali sad to see a fellow singaporean killed in such attacks.
rest in peace.

2008-11-27T22:30:00.002+08:00

i shall rmb tis word.
"work . progress. "
wahahaha.

tired during csas.
i jus fell asleep somehow.
din noe 29 dec got class.
and term test is 2 weeks from now.
so fast.
which means my bd oso comin soon liao.
yay!

2008-11-26T22:31:00.003+08:00

din noe writing cover letter is sooo brain juice squeezing.
practically got nth to write loh.
luckily got exp in IFF.
if not even worse.

wah. MP do wrongly then have to do all over again.
teong is like wtf la.
nv sae earlier.
have to chiong during my bd tt week.
dun like it!

finally finish the paper work of FSM.
monday is actual lab liao.
faster faster finish.
i wan everythin to go smoothly.

i'm not tryin to sae someone is dumb loh.
jus tt u blur loh.
mayb my tone is a bit harsh la.
but i nv meant tt way loh.
if u wan to show tt u can do the stuff urself,
then be clear bout wat is going on la.
u did once then went home liao.

2008-11-20T23:34:00.002+08:00

haha.
the lucido l hair is my new HG liao.
the pink one. smash fixer i tink?
can reali make my hair more volume.
the package is so cute la.
japanese reali pro at designing cute packaging.

i got the ZA compect!
pink colour!
yay!
but it means need to use tt finish b4 buyin other stuff.

2008-11-19T22:45:00.002+08:00

aiya.
i'm lemming for more purple e/s to do smokey eyes.
haha.
no no no.
i alr got my smoke signals pigment.
shall finish tt big jar first.
but the za compact in the pink case is soooo cute!
out on tis fri.
eh.. . .

got tis big pimple jus next to my lips.
so painful.
veri veri tempt to break it.

2008-11-18T23:36:00.002+08:00

ok i jus weighed myself.
fuckin 50.5kg?!
i reali dun understand why i gained like 8kg for the past 1 year?!
ok nvm.
no more miss clarity cafe.
their portion size too big!!!
shall eat fruits from now on.
cancelling the whole energy bar thingy.

haha.
i bought the sports bra until now oso haven tried or wear.
tot wanna excerise.
shall try. shall try.

2008-11-18T20:57:00.003+08:00

random-ness again.

there's like so mani holes on the surface.
used and using concealer to cover it up.
but once the concealer runs out.
everything's is gonna be worse.

i'm so tired.
lolx.
kalpana during apel sae bout being materialistic.
wahahaha.
i admit i was being like tt.
tryin to change.
i hardly buy mac liao.

saw some reali reali cute lingerie todae.
haha. tempted.
but,
no more buying!

2008-11-17T23:26:00.003+08:00

things i cant live w/o.
- hubby
-my phone
-eyeliner
-lipbalm.

haha.
like so random.
i out of sudden tot of it while i was bathing.

my sis helped me solve the virus problem liao!
haha.
if anything wrong wit com onli can go to my sis.
wahahaha.

stil tryin to get use to the phone.
a bit difficult to sms ar.
but nvm.
muz train myself.

love love love the agnes b hp strap.!

2008-11-16T05:59:00.002+08:00

i dunno wat is fuckin wrong wit my laptop.
tio virus. wtf?
i dunno how to solve it.
and it's slowing down my internet speed!

anyways.
i bought the c905!
yay!
now tryin to transfer the data and stuff.
but it's takin like freakin long.
got the agnes b hp strap too.
yay!

2008-11-14T01:44:00.002+08:00

had dinner wit my family and hubby!
at the M hotel.
steamboat buffet. !
the cheesecake is damn nice.
then we went to mount faber to sit cable car.
me and hubby sat alone in the cable car. @
drank at the jewel box.
veri pretty place.
veri romantic too!

2008-11-12T21:54:00.003+08:00

2008-11-08T23:55:00.002+08:00

haha.
i bought the burberry brit sheer perfume!
actuali tot getting the red one.
but well. .
lolx.
it comes wit the burberry pink pouch!
so cute!
and the miniture perfume and lotion!

i'm so gonna get the SE C905 phone!
onli 700? or izzt 800?
watever.
damn nice la. hehe.

2008-11-06T22:47:00.002+08:00

things to do by sun(if can):
fill up form c
compile ingredient list
compile cost list
compile all original recipes
compile all scale up recipes
nutrient analysis of all recipes

stress!!

dunni which to do first.
argh.

but anyways.
bought a pair of Vans shoes!
hehe.
so happi.

2008-11-05T22:36:00.003+08:00

no idea why i cant change my font leh.
hubby wan me to blog to sae he has apologised to me liao!
and i forgave him already.
ok hubby hubby?

today did ondeh2 in pdm lab.
haha
the gula melaka cant melt at all loh.
so means the commerial products are will cheat ppl one.

today's dinner hubby and i went to miss clarity cafe!
the food there is soooo nice. !
and big portions too!
hehe.
our new HG place after ThaiExpress.
you'll see us there veri often!

i love u hubby!

2008-11-02T21:11:00.002+08:00

got scolded jus coz i spent too much?
and it's not from my parents btw.
was asked to go humble?
like fuck.
my dad wans a new car.
my mom wans a landed property.
my sis got her SV and trips to japan.
albin got like everything!
it runs in the family wat.
we always cant get enuff of wat we have now wat.

i will never ever spend ur money again.
nor u need to buy the zipped wallet for me.
i can fuckin buy myself.

2008-11-02T02:02:00.003+08:00

ok.
i've been spamming the mouse for tf2 the whole dae.
kinda sleepy now.
poor hubby have to watch me play tf2.
hehe.

hubby2 bought nasi brayani for my lunch.
so big packet.
cant finish la.

albin and mommy havin stomach ache now.
coz they ate the red ruby dessert?
i dunno.
i'm so full now.
ate like dunno how mani bbq chix wings/drumlets?
cannot resist.
so was hubby2.
my obession wit bags is too much?
like almost every pretty bag i see, i wan.
faints.
come to tink of tt,
i wan ballet pumps!
or heels?
dun reali like my tiger shoes liao.

next week full sch schedule liao.
one word : sianz!!!

2008-10-28T22:26:00.002+08:00

i bought the MM mascara todae . !
not sure which one.
but is the volume one loh.

hehe tmrw no pdm lab.!
meet hubby hubby again!
i love u hubby!
muackx!

things to do this week:
menu planning
pdm project odeh2
mp

2008-10-27T22:00:00.002+08:00

back from bintan!
not nice to play wan. .
coz i dun play water sports or beach stuff.
but got the bugee . .
drive here and there.
spent lots of time wit hubby. !
but he snore like dinosaur.
tt's why i din get much sleep.

december family sae going to australia?
hehe.

2008-10-24T23:09:00.002+08:00

ok wtf.
i'm fuckin mad at the mac SA.
bpb not comin to singapore then why other ppl in the forum are discussing about it???
5g for 41. .
stark naked is so nice la.!!!

i got the adoring carmine rose lip set todae!
yay!
hehe.
been lemming it for awhile now.
hubby hubby ask me faster buy.
if not veri fast will oos!
happi kid now!

ok no more mac stuff for a while now. !

watched tropic thunder.
a bit confusing leh. ?
but funni la.
but veri mani stars inside.

2008-10-18T00:41:00.002+08:00

argh.
i hate my hair now.
wish it'll faster faster grow . .
miiss my long hair. .
coz i can put in front.
sianz.!
it'll take me another 6 mths to like my hair more!

one pimple popped on my right cheek.
so painful la.
even BB cream also cannot cover.
cant seem to get my eyelashes right these daes.
coz my right eye's lashes are longer than those on the left.
so tempted to trim them.
so are my double/triple eyelids.

yup.
rant. rant. rant.

mac adoring carmine and little darlings collections are so cute!!!
next week releasing?

2008-10-10T15:07:00.002+08:00

stil searching for the mac lippy vanilla perfume. .
dun like the vera wang one. .
not long lasting enuff. .

ooo. .
yanwen working at robinsons' lancome . .
envy her. .
i oso wanna work as a MUA at some counter brand. .
got so easy to get the job meh?

started to do the IC method alr.
actuali quite fun la.
wait for 22 mins loh.
haha.

2008-10-07T00:02:00.002+08:00

yay!
i cut my hair again!
and it's short to me la. .
above my chest leh.
fringe is like kinda straight.
ok. watever.
cut then bo bian.

started benchwork alr.
miss the working times at IFF .
haha. running here and there.

2008-10-03T01:12:00.002+08:00

veri long din post. .
parents went to paris last week. !
left the 3 of us.
plus hubby too!
then albin onli everydae eat eat eat.

anyways the milk scandal thingy.
ava creating new unit to test for unusual substances in food!
wahahaha. more jobs!
hubby love to see me in those labs?
hehe. .

mommy bought the LV bag for me!
yipee!
used todae.
but a bit heavy hor.
luckily hubby carry it for me!
(i tink i got like 12 bags together?
not to mention the clutch/pouches?
oops!)

oh ya.
the Fish&Co. @ suntec . .
their service suck big time.
so slow. so attitude.
hubby nearly wanna complain.
but he too kind hearted liao,
coz he worked in f&b b4 mah.

hubby "caught" for me tis sheep toy at the arcade. .
i like . . so cute!
like shimall2eye like tt. !

went to the robinson expo sale.
din get any cosmetics.
too mani lip stuff alr!!!

2008-09-12T02:15:00.002+08:00

chiong-ing for mp.
title looks simple.
but the experiment steps are troublesome.
but stil gotta do. lolx.

yet to put up avril's pics.
mommy nv tell me where the cable is.

went for facial again.
damn painful.
and one therapist tried to hard sell.
i dun like.
anyways hope the redness will be gone tmrw!

2008-09-07T23:52:00.002+08:00

went to avril concert!!!
omg. !
she is so cute!!
i nearly cried once she came out from the stage!

shall upload the photos soon. !

2008-09-07T00:58:00.003+08:00

me and hubby completed silent hill the arcade game!
woohoo!
and photohunt. . time crisis 2. .
i noe. . a bit siao.
dunno which bag to buy!!!
the prada nappa stripe hobo oos liao. .
like wtf rite.
then i dun wan get the LV. .
coz so mani fakes alr. .
try burberry instead?
i dunno dunno dunno.
reali dunno.
why everytime when got money liao then oos.
reali veri pek chak la.

tmrw gonna see avril!!!
yay!!

2008-08-25T00:20:00.002+08:00

stayed at home todae.
coz woke up at 5pm.
haha.
last nite watched 2 movies wit hubby2. .
the murder of inugami clan and midnight meat train.
din noe the jap movie was the kindachi detective.
the midnight meat train was lame la.
like no ending.
see la. hubby wan to watch la.

got the smith's rosebud balm.
but i smells reali weird.
like indian smell?
lookin for the strawberry one.

lemmin for more lipsticks and lipgloss!

2008-08-22T01:06:00.002+08:00

wah.
almost one mth since i last posted.
too busy going out wit hubby.
which meant laughing, smiling and irriating moments.
and and and some biting of coz!
hubby became veri irriating!!!
like repeating wat i sae. . wat i did. .

we watched like so mani movies within 2 mths?
reali reali harcore movie watching.
love it love it!

forgot if i grabbed anymore cosmetics. .
but!
i'm cuttin down alr.
finishin up the lot first!

omg.
i've got the avril's concert tickets!
first time i'm watchin her concert.
so exciting!
but it'll be great if i get her autograph.

2008-07-27T14:06:00.002+08:00

my sis din came home yesterdae.
muz be at ky's house.

anyways i got the ripcurl wallet!!!
woohoo!
i love it!
it has reflective violet. . !
my kabuki brush oso. .
OPI nail color. .
and my traincase! (FINALLY!)
yay!

haha.
wat to buy next?

ooo. .
SIP is over. .
Ying Yan got me a mac eyeliner!!
i mean it's reali sweet of her la.
got she noe i love avril and her eyes!
and belinda made a braclet. .
Claire made a pair of ear rings.
and the others wrote cards.!
veri touched loh.

2008-07-22T23:13:00.002+08:00

so long nv blog le.
yeah!
hubby hubby got his new shoes!
vans!! blue colour!
i oso got mine! hehe.
tmrw wearing. .
i like!!!

i got so mani new things now. !
plus hubby hubby is going to get the #182 brush for me.
hehe. will wanna surprise me but cannot. .
coz I, UR WIFEY noe!!!

went for facial todae.
so painful la.
SIP is finishing soon.
thank god!
training is so tiring la.
hate the meat protocol seriously.

2008-07-13T00:11:00.002+08:00

ok mani things happened.

and i dun wish to mention la.

dunno wat to blog alr.

my face acne is gettin better.

haha.

then i bought alot of clothes todae..

i like! in fact most are bottoms.

wahahaha.

2008-07-06T03:37:00.001+08:00

read other frenz blog like so happening like tt. .
haha.
at least i got alot alot of new things. .
ooo. .
my LG secret. .
i like!
figuring out how to use!

as usual my dad made a big scene at M1.
but watever.
hubby2 settled it for me in the end.
hehe.

2008-07-04T20:50:00.005+08:00

glucose rush after lunch!

lactose bag.

oh. my new birkens.

wah.
it's been veri long since i last posted.
dunno wat to tok bout.
except for attachment and hubby2.
training sucks.
i dun like.
but nvm.
3 more weeks.
i'll bear wit it.

me and hubby2 quarrel alot alot.
but in the end we stil love each other alot.
oh ya.
hint hint hint hint.
my "secret" ok?!
where izzt?!

2008-06-18T21:07:00.002+08:00

so long nv blog le.
busy wit training!
i dun like the aunties la!
but i like the "waiteress-ing" part.
haha.

got my LV heart purse!
woohoo!
purple!

dunno wat to blog alr.
tired.
nitez.

2008-06-07T15:09:00.002+08:00

bought mac spaced out blush.
peachy and reflective pink.
they sae it's a perfect peach colour.
but then i oxdised on me!
well. actuali all powder blush do tt to me.
oni cream dont.
haha.

got the tendertones.
i love it!
wahahahaha.
mac is driving me crazy!
like wanna buy everything!

should i cut my hair?
ahhhh.
i reali reali dunno.

2008-06-04T20:56:00.002+08:00

have to juggle between 2 blogs.
sianz.
i oso forgot wat i wanna blog alr.
nvm.
got the miniature vera wand princess!
not bad la.
but i stil love the issey miyake.

quarrel wit hubby2 alot alot last weekend.
so. .
tis weekend is revenge time at home!
ask him to serve me at my house!
hurmph!

2008-06-02T18:42:00.002+08:00

at home.
going to sleep early tonite.
veri tired and sleepy.
there's like so mani things to do at work.
morning and afternoon oso got tests to run.
either chicken or beef soup oni.
then muz maintain temperature.
sianz.
totally no feel to study anymore.

naria was veri nice.
should watch it!
bought a mango bag!
i LOVE it!!!
it's so me la.

2008-05-28T18:51:00.002+08:00

at home.
jus bath finish.
alot of things to do at work la.
damn stress alr.
like last min then dump to me like tt. .
sianz.

2008-05-27T22:20:00.002+08:00

applied all my stuff!
bought teen vogue.
readin tmrw at work.
forgot wat i wanna write.

hubby's dad in hospital now.
god pls bless him!
everythin okok.
coz hubby is veri worried.
then i dunno how to help leh.
hmmmx.

at work is like super busy.
todae is all chicken.
now expert at cookin instant noodles alr.
wahahaha.
end of the dae i smell like a chicken!
so smelly loh.
i hate it.

GSS target:
t shirts.
dress.
shorts.
pants.
skirts.

wahahaha like everything oso wan!

2008-05-25T00:32:00.002+08:00

both my sis and i forgot to bring our house keys.
haha.
twins.

woo. .
watched the "mindhunters"
veri nice loh. .
haha.
so crazy ppl.
lolx.

ate coca steamboat!
not so nice alr.

omg!
GSS is here!

2008-05-22T18:52:00.003+08:00

i'm going to rant la.
wtf. knn. ccb.
ask me and shannie to do OT then u fuckin leave at 5 ?
convincing me and shannie tt OT is paid?
wtf?!
u're a big fat liar ok.
always cuttin in when i'm tokin.
u noe bout science mah. ?

but nvm.
hubby hubby always tell me.
wat comes around goes around.
and i noe hubby hubby will ask me to relax.
and dun do anything rush.
hehe.
rite my wise hubby hubby?
muackx!
i love u!

forgotten to upload the pics!
went for the molecular gastronomy presentation/talk by a IFF master chef!
he showed us some of those "special" food using some ingredient.
esp. liquid nitrogen.
to name a few. .
frozen sponge cake, lemongrass ice cream, wild garlic soup wit foam, mango wit explosion!
woohoo.
damn cool la.

2008-05-19T16:17:00.002+08:00

p.h.
nth much to do except to stay at home and surf the net!
watched the world music awards 2007 jus now. .
avril perfromed!!!
woohoo!
and she won some awards too! (duh. . )

read up a couple of artists' background.
hmmmx. interesting.
haven finish reading my mag yet!
ahhh.

tmrw working again.
sianz.
totally dun look forward to.
u see ar.
the problem workin in the office,
the onli person who gives u feedback is ur sup/boss/whoever is higher than u la.
and u nv noe wat u do wrong until they tell u.
and watever u'll do wrong is usually on the report or written document.
(which totally suck imo.)
they'll nv see u working/sweating like a pig.

on the other hand.
service line.
customers complains.
got mani different kinds one mah. .
everydae is different ppl.
(well, other than those regulars la.)

2008-05-19T03:32:00.006+08:00

bought my mango wallet!
i like!
and the paper bag they gave me was quite small and cute!
nv noe they got such small bag.
put my coach coin pouch for ref!

then i bought more bras!
wahahaha.
din noe i alr upgrade liao. !
hehe.
mayb period then increase one size?
lolx.

used tbs strawberry body butter on my body!
veri nice smell!
asked my mom to get the lightener from drx.
coz stil have red marks.

2008-05-15T18:44:00.002+08:00

yest went to DRX clinic to see my acne face!
and i tink it helped a bit.
now my acne the "hole" has covered up!
but stil have to wait and see..
happi happi!

hubby hubby like veri busy.
then i tink some serious happen.
i guess someone backstabbed him,
or sae his work attuide bad.
so hubby hubby confirm will show them wrong!
dun bully my hubby hubby ar.
later i send shimall2eye attack u all then u noe. !
hurmph!

2008-05-13T22:28:00.002+08:00

bathe alr.
i noe hubby hubby is gonna kill me if he read tis.
coz i shld be slping!
i jus wanna check out the antibotics mah.
and the ponds cream is too thick.
i shld try tmrw again.
nite nite hubby2!

2008-05-12T21:26:00.002+08:00

argh.
the acne is driving me crazy.
i dun mind spending money to perm. remove them!!!
so irritating la. .

2008-05-11T22:06:00.004+08:00

yest i bought the mac nn hey sailor l/g!!!
and the artifact paint pot!
woohoo.
i jus love the paint pot!!!
veri nice. .
cranberry colour. .
i like!!

me and hubby wore the same t shirt!!!
took some pics. .
i like!!!
muackx hubby2.

2008-05-09T18:56:00.002+08:00

i hate u for not being there for me.
seems like everything is my fault.
i'm jus stress ok. .
and all u can sae it take it easy.
u tink so easy then go la.

2008-05-08T18:35:00.002+08:00

jus bath!
got pimple at my nose there.
irritating and pain pain!

me and hubby hubby got hole in the heart!
and.
i guess we're fated together to mend it back!
hehe.

ooo. work todae.
fun!
i jus love runnin tests and calling ppl up.
"hi calling from the sensory, are u free to come for tasting?"
haha hit sentence.

legs tired after runnin and runnin!!!
later doin project.

mac's naughty nauticals is out!
the lustreglass is so tempting la!
but i like the soft & slow from the solar field collection leh.

2008-05-07T19:53:00.003+08:00

i realised i nv blog.
too busy at work.
new girl came in and then she became my sup alr.
wtf. ?

anyways.
gossips ruled the office.
samuel is gay.
but. he like the new guy, jason.
lolx.
funni things will happen?
we'll see. hehe.

like wtf.
blog. discussion board. msn.
i hate tis thing la.
why cant we jus do our SIP like other students in the sch?
argh. nb. cb.

if the sch tink fuckin runnin tests everyday is easy,
jus fuck off.
everydae muz hit 32 x 2 tests panelists.
cannot finish then sup ask why.
knn.

2008-05-04T11:58:00.002+08:00

woke up alr.
jus had mc breakfast!
mommy bought for me.
so full now.

hmmmx.
ought to have plans for the weekends alr.
coz hubby hubby need to work.
why izzt always he work then i like ll need to find smth to do like tt.
i'm always fittin into his workin schedule la.

anyways.
priority : waxing.
coz 1 month alr.
then my usual mac "playin around wit the counter"
and mayb a movie?
and the search for hui ping's blush - fafi hipness look alike.
or mayb i shld meet up wit my old buddies?
not sure.

watched "iron man".
it's damn nice.
i tink all of u all shld watch it.

hmmmx.
dun reali rmb wat went on for the past few daes.
was wit hubby hubby anyways.

2008-04-30T22:00:00.002+08:00

did i blog anot ar?
i oso dunno. .
i was busy watchin makeup tuts from youtube.
haha.
coz i wanna learn how to use the smoke signal pigment!
yes, i'm veri determined to finish the huge jar!

i need to hurry finish the post now. .
coz hubby hubby is making noise alr. .
but i discussing my impt makeup hor!

hubby hubby bought 20 pc nuggets todae!
actuali i was awaiting for coke.
but end up wit green tea!
argh!

then whole dae at work is do nth loh.
tried to find smth to do.
but end up veri sleepy.
haha.
read the plot of donald dahl's books.
too bo liao alr.

after work.
hubby hubby fetched me from work!
we ate the white dog cafe?
food okok nia.
but i love the drink!
eh wat izzt called?
smth smth fruit de la.
so sour. !
i like!

2008-04-29T22:28:00.003+08:00

ooo. .
nth to do at work todae afternoon. .
end up tokin to shannie, wanni and samuel in the sensory lab.
then moved over to the office.
haha.
we all oso nth to do.

tmrw me and shannie nth to do.
not sure bout the others.
intend to play board game or smth.
haha.

went out wit hui ping jus now.
my legs are so tired!
and they hurt!
coz i act smart go wear the patent wedges. .
anyways.
mac cured the pain!
i got the smoke signals pigment,
(my veri first pigment jar in full size!)
and the lipglass liner.
( oso my veri first lipliner!)
thumbs up for the service at dfs mac!
the SA was reali patient.
and din bother us while we were "playin" wit the colours!
woohoo!!!
happi happi!

hui ping passing me some of the BB cream. .
and i gonna give her the lippy.
haha.
so mani makeup transaction going on!

2008-04-28T18:41:00.002+08:00

hmmmx.
jus bath. .
my mom sae my grandma got cook. .
so i'm going up to eat soon.

was veri sick.
and hubby noe now. .
when i sick, i'll be more grumpy!
(than in the mornings!)

yesterdae went out wit hubby.
ate bakerzin!
okok la. not sae veri nice.

hubby hubby. .
i wan buy shoes!
high high one ok. .
if not muz ALWAYS look up. .
neck muscle ache ar. .
hehe.

2008-04-23T18:46:00.002+08:00

i tink i sick alr. .
my nose block block. .
and i'm sneezing.
hipcups. .

finally finished the damn ppt slides.
so stress bout tt la.
then tmrw runnin 2 more tests.

hubby hubby bought chicken por todae.
veri nice!
i like the siew mai oso.

2008-04-21T19:34:00.002+08:00

i'm so stress!!!
so mani things.
so little time.
argh!

but at least i'm happi todae.
coz i wore the new shoes!
veri veri nice!
woohoo!

and i jus love my eyeliner!

hubby jus tok to me again. .
he veri good at tis hor. .
from the veri first time i cry cry. .
then he will always squat down there and console me one.
so sweet!
and his slow tok - obviously.
coz my hubby noe wat works on wat kinda ppl. !
dunno why but he's jus so pro at it.

2008-04-20T21:46:00.006+08:00

here it is.
my GUESS "leopard" bag,
my mac #134 brush,
and my Onitsukatiger shoes!

woohoo!
all of these were bought by my hubby!

ooo.
i esp love the shoes!
izzt LE?
i oso dunno.
but both of us pass by the shop then straight away saw this shoes liao.
then our eyes like bright and shiny?
hehe.

2008-04-20T12:32:00.002+08:00

jus woke up.
hubby oso cannot wake up.
quite tired anyways.
got a reali bad stomachache yest.

washed my mac #134 brush!
woohoo!
it's so soft and fluffy now. !
so nice to touch loh.

going out wit hubby alr.
gtg bath.

2008-04-19T18:24:00.002+08:00

ok.
i jus have to admit the fact tt hubby is going to spend lesser and lesser time wit me.
we're reali busy wit work.
and i'm going to abort the cafe plan alr.
no point havin it.
i guess we're even too busy in future to give a damn anymore.
and i'm veri determined to climb up.

2008-04-18T19:17:00.002+08:00

ooo. .
at last.
i've got a blacktrack f/l.
can i sae it's my holy grail e/l?

finally got the f/l.
so happi.
been eyein for it for bout a year now.
hmmmx.
tot of gettin the #134 brush.
but 97 bucks.
gotta check out the reviews first.
coz my tbs one cmi.
and the shu one was even more disappointing.
*hint hint* can buy i? hehe.

now listenin to love songs. .
then i understand why hubby love to sing all these songs back at baden. .
for me!
hehe.

2008-04-17T19:11:00.001+08:00

argh.
work was veri fucked up todae.
yes.
I'M VERI VERI PISSED OFF.
we not enuff ppl as panelists to do sensory evaluation.
then last few mins i went around as ppl to come.
and tis cb bitch can even ask.
"wat is sensory tasting?"
hello?
u're in a flavour and fragance house
and u dunno?
then u oni fuckin noe ur own job there?
so stupid one ar.

tmrw i do test again make sure more ppl come.
nb. cb.

the new guy gave me a farmilar feeling from leroy.
the emo feeling.
haha.
but he's not him.
coz leroy is way taller.
lolx.

2008-04-16T20:45:00.003+08:00

at home. .
hubby finishin work at 11. .
and he's work at the bar!
hehe.
hubby i noe u can make it!
like how i did my report todae!

work was so far good.
dunno wat to blog oso.
veri tired.

hubby bought prawn noodles for me todae!
and siew mai!
ooo. hubby managed to dig up tis pic.
i guess it muz be long ago. .
but he looked so cute.
ever wonder why hubby always take pic on the side?
coz he looked more handsome tis way.
hehe.

2008-04-15T18:40:00.002+08:00

jus bath.
waitin for my mom to come back then go up to my grand mother house to eat.
so hungry now.
hubby jus now ate ayam penyett again loh.
hurmph. !
next week muz go eat again, i dun care!

hubby bought me a sling Guess bag!
woohoo!
red colour. .
so nice . .

then i bought him a DC shoes. .
and the Givenchy perfume!
(hmmmx. i tot dc already? hehe)

work was ok. .
doing the same stuffs.
and projects given by my sup.

2008-04-11T20:58:00.003+08:00

at home.
veri mad wit hubby.
coz he do thing not efficient one.
i guess i cant wear those button shirt liao.
the button always undo by its own. .
then i dun even noe. .
in the train some more. !
so paiseh la.
muz ppl tell me somemore.
diao. .
he's not even there to protect me.
watever liao.

he gave me tt mel pain. .
i feel veri hard to breathe.
everythin's my fault ok.
u no need to meet me for lunch.
i nv FORCE u.
i nv FORCE u to sleep so little.
i nv FORCE u to use ur phone at work.
i jus hate u so much.
pls go away.

u're giving me so much pain.
callin me every 30 mins to check on me?
dun even let me go out wit ppl u dunno?
gimme a break.

2008-04-10T19:51:00.003+08:00

i reaslised i forgot to blog yesterdae. .
mayb i was too tired or too focused on the bag search. .
haha.
the Guess zebra one like nice ar. .
plus it cheap loh. .
but the prada one i muz see first then can decide leh. .
hmmmx.
ooo. .
i wanna buy more clothes oso!!!
i dun care if it's suitable for work liao.

tmrw my sup on leave. .
so i dun tink i need to do much things.
haha.

request from hubby:

hubby everydae tis week while i'm at work. .
he accompanied me to have lunch!
actuali is he buy for me one. .hehe.
then always brag bout it. .
haha.
alalala. .
wifey here to accompany u loh. .

p.s hubby, tis is a reminder to help me buy the spray!

2008-04-08T19:18:00.002+08:00

at home.
stil tryin to struggle between work and FS project.
sianz!

at office do more sensory tests. .
lolx.
walkin in and out todae.
tmrw makin my pass liao.
so i can access the doors easier.
wahhahaa.

todae belinda on mc.
then nth much to do.
jus helping them wit their projects loh.

2008-04-07T19:38:00.002+08:00

jus bathe.
tryin to scan and reprint the attendance sheet.
veri sleepy la.

was early for work todae.
noticed tt those workin adults all looked veri gloomy in the morning.
haha.
but i was smiling away.
coz i cant wait to see wat was there for me at work.

reported to the HR manager-Susan Ho.
then was asked to fill in the forms and stuff.
then i was brought to my dept-Consumer Insight.
my sup is Belinda Pang.
i'm dealing wit sensory tests for the different R&D labs or even for food companies.
(eg.beverages, savoury, confectionary etc.)

my collegues are intern from NYP.
they're takin food science oso.
seems like they noe much more than me?
haha they've been workin there for a mth already.
i'll have to do reports like them oso.
analyze the sensory data and stuffs too.

seems like i gotta revise my adfs already.

surprised dear dear after work.
went to find him.
we wore the same colour. . pink!
then dear dear sneaked out in order to see me.
hehe.
yay!
dear dear going to cafe already!
but next week i tink?

2008-04-07T00:04:00.002+08:00

at home. .
waitin for dear to call me.
going for attachment tmrw liao.
not excited but scared leh.
see how it goes loh.
packed my bag already!

ate jumbo seafood jus now.
not reali full.
but after the ice cream,
so full liao.

sleepy sleepy.

2008-04-04T19:42:00.002+08:00

at home. .
jus had dinner at my grandma's house.
veri veri full!
veri long nv eat her cooking liao.

went to sch in the morning for FS frs.
so sianz.
more projects.

dear dear came to my sch to fetch me!
i tot wanna take cab go his house. .
but then he's faster loh.

then off to tm for lunch at pastamania.
then to raffles place.
haha i like mountain tortise loh.
nv reali see raffles place so big, so mani shops?

then sent dear dear to work.
off to vivo city for shopping!
bought 1 black shorts and 1 grey skirt from pull n bear.
my mom is so gonna kill me if she noe i bought more clothes.

muz rest reali early tonite.
why?
coz got smth special tmrw. !

2008-04-04T01:29:00.003+08:00

oops.
totally forgot to blog.

dear dear came to my house in the afternoon.
bought lunch for me.
tok tok tok then send dear to the station
as he leave for work.
todae he wore red colour!
so cool and handsome.
but but but,
shirts always make him look a bit older.
more mature?
but tt is so cute. !

went out wit hui ping after tt.
orchard.
bought another t shirt from fourskin.
red-orangey colour!
same as dear dear already!
and 2 more pierre cardin bras.
hehe. comfy mah.
wanted to buy the grey pull and bear skirt,
but taka no more liao.
mayb tmrw goin vivo to see loh.
hui ping bought a t shirt from zara.

ate ayam penyet again!
tis time the chili is so spicy la.
reali cannot tahan.

used the mac prep+prime base todae. .
oil control not bad la. .
and gave glow to my face.
i love the pink swoon blush oso!
like veri natural!
woohoo!

sianz.
tmrw muz go sch again.
why cant they let us enjoy our holis. . ?

2008-04-02T18:53:00.002+08:00

he's at work.
i'm stucked all alone.
i hate tis feeling.
end up buyin lots of mac cosmetics,
tinkin i would be happi.
but i wasnt.
i reali hate u.

Did I make you nervous?
Did I ask for too much?
Was I not deserving one second of your touch?

I'm learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow.

It's like you're a drug.
It's like you're a demon I can't face down.
It's like I'm stuck.
It's like I'm running from you all the time.
It's like I can't breathe,
Without you inside of me.
It's like I'm lost.
It's like I'm giving up slowly.

2008-04-01T18:50:00.003+08:00

went to sch for FS project.
haha.
seems like everyone oso played cheat.
after tt met dear.
he was waitin for me in sch for 2 hours?
oops. sorri dear dear . .

then made our way to dear's house.
dear wan to bathe mah. .
sae cannot sweat sweat go work.
(in the end oso mah. . diao.)
had subway for lunch cum dinner.
sent dear to work.
he was so nervous loh.
hope everything will be fine for him.
go smoothly loh.

need rest early todae. .
tmrw long dae in sch. .
so sleepy todae.

------------------

dear called me a couple of times when he's workin!
i noe why.
coz he miss me,
he worried bout me,
(mayb he scared i contact other guys. . and i might get angry)
he wanna let me noe how is he doing,
there's interesting stories he wanna tell me but cant.
(coz he's workin.)

dear can i buy my blusher tmrw?
haha. . lipstick?
oops.

2008-03-31T23:05:00.002+08:00

now doing the FS. .
so diao. .
msn discussion nv been worse than tis.
coz so mani ppl tokin then u need to read fast. .
stupid subject the sch has made.

went out wit dear after sch.
bought lots of stuff!
returned my sis 200 dollars. .
spent like 300 dollars.
ooo. so fast.
bought the zara jacket. .
pearly hair wax. .
2 piere cardin bras. .
st ives clay mask . .

dear got the zara purple and black stripe underwear.
2 shirts.
so cute. .

ooo. the clay mask is veri good ok. .
so is the apricot srcub!
so cool. .
face so tight now. .
haha.

2008-03-31T00:05:00.002+08:00

at home. .
had seafood for dinner at the big splash!!!
dear dear oso was wit me!
he tried the frog leg. .
hmmmx. . yum yum!
dear was so nervous loh. .
but i noe he's veri happi.
coz he won!
hehe. evil plans.

watched "the bucket list" at plaza sing.
quite nice ar. .
had aijisen for lunch. .
dear's first time eatin ramen! hehe.

sometimes i tink is god sent dear dear to me loh. .
he's so nice.
so understanding.
so patient. .
so caring.
so evil. .
so clever. .
so naughty.
so fierce.
so protective.
and lastly. . so handsome!
even though i scold him mani mani times coz of morning sickness and hungry2 pattern. .
he'll stil nv gets angry. .!
(coz mayb he noe he cant. hehe. well mayb i shouldnt cross tt line.)
i love u dear! muackx!
p.s ur lips were so juicy todae. yum yum. !

2008-03-29T23:44:00.002+08:00

now at home. .
used the cetaphil cleanser!!
but feels like nth . lolx.
then i made my own aspirin mask!
wahahaha.
my skin feels a little tight after the mask. .
it smells like vinegar.
haha.

bought the apricot scrub too!
woohoo!!!

tmrw going for dinner at big splash!!!
yeah!!!
yum yum.
dear is going too!
cant wait to intro dear to everyone!

2008-03-28T23:38:00.003+08:00

at home. .
bath already!!!

washin my mu brushes after blogging. .
my #187 stil shedding like mad. .
so much for 80 dollars. .
haha.

dear wanted to eat fried rice for lunch.
so we went to the millenia walk foodcourt to eat loh. .
din noe tt dear love siew mai alot alot alot. .
haha. shall stuff him all of tt. .
(if i noe how to make - tt is.)
cheesecake will be the first. . hehe.

got myself true match concealer. .
tot it's time to conceal the red bumps on my cheeks
and my eye rings.
going to get my cream blush soon. .
haha more pampering!!
no more buyin of clothes. .
coz going to work anyways.

2008-03-28T00:06:00.002+08:00

now at home. .
went to tbs sale todae!!!
alot of ppl loh. .
not all items were placed on sale. .
oni got 1 cranberry lipbalm. . LE!!
actuali wanna buy the peach body butter . .
but i noe i got the strawberry one haven open . .
haha.
din get makeup!
finally can overcome my temptation. .
(well, there isn't any makeup there tt caught my eye . .)
money well spent! 5 dollars. wahahaha.

dear got the pumice FOOTscrub and the peppermint cooling FOOT spray.
coz his feet are sooooo rough!!!
wahahaha.
who call u laugh at my feet first. . hurmph. !

my sis askin me to intro her eyeliner now. .
haha.
coz she grope from me the silkygirl autoliner smudge on her oily lids.
she sae she wan liquid liner. .
but at the same time she dun wan those brush applicator.
diao. .
muz show her the pen kind. .

now waitin for dear to shit and bath finish and tok to me on the phone. .

my sis and i started screaming when we saw house on the movie "street kings"